I have a tendency to stress about everything. To worry constantly over the most trivial things. To ease my worrying I have to plan everything out, whole months out, in my mind. I already know exactly what I'm doing tommarow on my day off, and then I know what I'm doing intil my next..next pay day. But my plans don't alway go the way there supossed to. And then I have to replan, and one edit to the schedual throws the whole sechedula off, and I'll literally spend a whole day or two going through it obsessivly in my mind. My back is a painful knot of stresses knots, as my girlfriend calls it, as well as my neck and shoulders. joy
Complaining